Its like, so ugly now la.. The long brown line was like not even that deep when i got that cut and its now 'staining' the skin of my hand forever.. oh no.. Scarred for life.... I hope it lightens up, it looks like i got slashed or smth very violently but its not entirely true... Blah after it heals, gona consider using my Haba white lady whitening essence thingy to try lighten it..
They say ppl who wana try out as an air stewardess musnt have Any scars on their hands cos its these hands that serve the customers on the plane so it must be kept in 'good and unscarred condition'.. But i guess now, my hopes are dashed..
Even if i never try out as an air stewardess, doesnt mean that Its Okay to get such scars. It is not Okay for me. Im like troubled everytime i look across my hand to take smth or even hold the bar on the mrt train, i would be 'confronted' with this fugly scar again..
At first the brown line scar was like reddish brown and now its jus a dead brown stain-my-skin color.. fuck.
As for my other scar thats on my left palm from the crazy fight that took place at bugis, its lightened up now to a very pale pink shade. AND IM SO FUCKING THANKFUL FOR THAT. I hope all these ugly scars disappear and fade off to my normal skin color cos its not nice to always have to answer how i got them in the first place.
Alright, enough ranting, shall stop here.