♥ Sunday, March 15, 2009

||In Memory of my beloved 14yr old chihuahua that PASSED AWAY today||

I've been crying bitterly for a long time now... Just came back from the Clinic to have my beloved 14yr old dog cremated there, along with other animals.. I hope she is Happy wherever she is and not lonely in Heaven~

I wanted to have her ashes taken back but O and AB didn't want to.. maybe cos it'll be like setting her spirit free.. And if we kept it, she won't be able to go up in Heaven?

I don't know but she, Hoshi passed away silently and nobody knew... Im very very very sad still.. I will update more later but before she was brought out to be cremated at the clinic, I took many photos of her lying still and took videos of her too..

I watched Marley & Me recently and I really cannot believe that this is happening to me right now.. Now, her bed, food bowl, and waterbowl is washed and cleared away cos she is no longer alive, no longer coming home...

[I will elaborate more into detail later when I can..]

Here are some pictures of her when she was alive.. She melted our hearts and we will forever miss her..

This was her when she was 10yrs old, she could still play with her favourite (punctured/flattened) ball.. Its been her toy since she was a few mths old only.. I don't have any pictures of her before that cos that was when we didn't have any cameraphones/digicams then and this picture was taken with my very first camera phone..

Then slowly, I got a N70 phone and could take bigger better pictures of her.. She was still so active then, this was in yr 2007..

Always loved to sleep in her little crib until she decided to sleep with us in the bedroom, much later in her life.. Guess that way, she didn't feel so alone at night, sleeping in the kitchen..

So adorable isn't she? Hugging the big cushion :) Always enjoyed rubbing her nose against it haha

Like a lil baby! :D I miss her a lot, I really do.. Never thought I would miss her so much.. Im even wishing for her spirit to come visit me now.. I miss her....

Some days she's yawning and sleepy with those heavy eyes..

And some days she's just daydreaming away..

My flipflop became her pillow! When I saw her snoozing on my slipper, I had to take a quick snap of her! :)

Awww.. Sleeping so soundly...

Some times during boring afternoons, she love to poke her head out of her tiny crib, kaypoh-ing a lil.. Seems like as she grows older, her crib gets too small for her :p

This was after she had her bath and lazied around on dirty curtains! Naughty little girl >.<

Then now that she's gone, took a video of her.. Seeing her for the last time at home before bringing her to the Clinic for Cremating her body.

She lay at her favourite spot, beneath the tall kitchen stool legs that gave her a sense of security.

Thought that she was still alive, napping/stoning as what she does sometimes... until she didn't seem to be moving.. and her tongue had turned greyish in color..instead of her usual bright reddish pink tongue..

Removed all the chairs from the table and inspected her. Called her name, many times. Stroked her. Tried to wake her up. But no, she wouldn't awaken.

She wasn't breathing. She had gone to Heaven and we all didn't know... Cos she was fine when we came back 2hrs ago and she was still ALIVE when she barked at us(family) for her dinner(630pm), as what she does when she's hungry sometimes too...

Then at 730pm, thats when we discovered that she had passed away, silently and was already cold to the touch but her body was still soft, not hard.. Her eyes were half opened.. It seemed as though in the midst of her falling asleep, the Grim Reaper took her soul away; which seemed like a Heart Attack..

I suppose her Time of Death was at 7pm, 150309.

Rest in Peace my beloved pretty girl, who just turned 14yrs old(72yrs old in dog yrs) on 110209.

Im just glad that we were all home at that time, to 'see' you off on your Journey, and that you didn't have to die Alone..

Now, covering her up and bringing her to the clinic for cremation.. :(((( *sobz.....*

[I will add more pictures here when i update this entry...just don't want to do anything right now but to GRIEVE for her and MOURN over her...]

Dear Hoshi,
I hope you'll be Happy no matter where you are. I love you very much, I will miss all your crankiness and barkings to get our attention to 'serve' you your waterbowl, and the times we had to handfeed you your meals when u refused to eat from your own food bowl, and how you'll bark continuously(beg for food) when we are having our own meals by the table and I will miss a Million other things from you cos you made a huge Difference in our lives. It really happened all too sudden. Till now I still can't believe that YOU'RE GONE..... :( We weren't PREPARED TO LET YOU GO yet... Im sorry for the times I neglected you.. If only I knew you were gonna be on your way so soon, I would have stayed home more and spend much more time with you.. But alas, it is alll too late. To think we overlooked you when you were Panting and Bobbing whenever you breathe lately.. I noticed it too but I really didn't expect you to go so soon.....

memories of you will always be in our minds and in our hearts...

~All dogs go to Heaven~

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