♥ Wednesday, November 05, 2008

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These few days, don't really know what to blog about.. Its like there's so many things I wanna say but then its like "You Kou Nan Yan". (which means, hard to describe/say things out)

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And besides that, Im not done with the pics yet :p At least today, I could wake up earlier than my usual time of 5pm daily.. Today, I woke up at 952am, but then I still felt slightly sleepy so I dozed off but then at 230pm, I woke up and was surprised at how I couldn't fall back to sleep again.. Its an improvement, yes? :)

Also, just to say a few things on what's been going on the past one week, I attended a birthday gathering and it wasn't so bad, I did do quite a bit of shopping on makeup, got a few more samples of liquid foundation to try and I think Chanel one is the best and Im gonna get the Chanel matt lumiere soon.. Been using the Chanel Whitening one and coverage isn't that good so maybe this Matt Lumiere is better? :) Hmm what else, oh yes, my skincare products arrived and my tops too. Took loads of pictures of all my shopping but like no time to resize them all..

I bought a new cleansing oil too, to take over my MAC Tranquil clansing oil.. Biore cleansing oil:


A lot of people have been raving about this and its like the main 3 popular ones were Loreal Cleansing oil, Neutrogena cleansing oil, and Biore cleansing oil and many other brands but are kinda high on the $$$ side..

Either way, I will elaborate more the next time. :) This is just a short post anyway haha.. ;p

Until now, Im still on the lookout for a makeup train case/trolley, and my Holy Grail face powder/foundation.. Loose powder, I already found mine.. Again, I'll show you all the picture next time.

And I guess, its time to change my blog music! :D
(scrolls down my music list in search of the right one)

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Anyway, I celebrated Halloween for the first time! Okay actually, first time going out on Halloween day cos before that, its usually a stay at home kind of thing since people around me don't really celebrate.. I did embarass myself really bad on halloween day. Imagine laying down in a public place and doing 'lame' dumb poses and whatnots. I think you all see le will wonder Who Am I exactly.. Cos I tell you, I was acting really Goofy on Halloween day, Bunny was with me and aiya, she's quite spontaneous so I could feel comfortable being my real 'lame' self. Had lots of laughs (unlike my usual solemn self) and oh yes, I dressed up as one of the Madagascar characters! Not exactly the animal costume or what but something related to that. :p You all can guess lo, keep yourselves busy while I get busy with editing my halloween pics hehe

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Lately, Im not as depressed and sad as I used to be. I've stopped crying by a lot. Still think as much and listen to sad songs but lesser than before.. Maybe..., its because im running away from these emotions and hiding under my blanket of false positiveness.. Not that I can't be bothered with the real issue at hand here but I don't see any changes or improvements so/or Im starting to be 'conformed' to what is going on now.. Its a really sad and pathetic thing man.. Or maybe, Im just lazy and I've lost my drive and determination and perseverance for things to change itself automatically but of course, No Pain No Gain.. Weird thing is, I feel all the pain but why's there no gain..

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Ive been eating quite a lot lately too.. Especially in the night, when I've already had a full dinner in the evening. Is this what they call, Emotional Eating? But no, I don't feel Happy when I eat nor do I feel satisfied when I eat.. One thing I realised, the food that I eat, no matter where I am, just tastes Bland in my mouth. Bland like totally Blah.. Thats why I eat more spicy/tom yam foods recently.. To see if I can feel the 'spicyness' or does it taste al Blah like the rest? Oh and one thing about me, I eat Tomyam related foods often during the times Im upset/in low moods.. Its very seldom I eat that on times im happy onseeing that its not Everytime I get to be really happy and optimistic and just having a good day out.. And I've put on weight liao! All these nighttime supper Im having and eating like nobody's business whenever im out with friends is really bad. I put on 2kg. Add 1 more kg and I'll be at my last time weight liao. DIE. You have any idea how hard it was to lose all that weight? Sigh. Better eat less now la. Gotta have self control. And drink more water!!! Haha "I can do it yes I can."

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My birthday is coming soon. I've got no idea what I want as my birthday gift. Nor do I know where is a good place to hold my birthday celebration with friends at.. Seems like all the materialistic prized obsessions have been fulfilled already(the last item that was checked Off my wishlist started with a C) but maybe I might be lemming for a branded wallet, bag, or jewellery. Or better yet, electronic gadgets like maybe a new handphone, laptop, dslite, or even a new external hard drive. But still, things that I can't do without are wallets, bags, and laptop. These three I use very often and are necessities.. But wallet, Ive been switching here and there, to fit my bags (i match my bags to the clothes i wear when Im going out) and gucci and lv winter collection are like nothing much lei... :S Sigh im in a dilemma.. Things I need to do: Figure out what do I want for my bday gift as its my finest moments in life this yr and once past this yr, its no point le.. Next, need to settle on a good place to hold my bday celebration, and Third, make sure I inform them on time hehe and plan my days wisely..

I guess thats about it. If you have any suggestion on good places to eat thats not too expensive but serve good food, can let me know also.. Oh and altogether including me, are just less than 8 people only that Im inviting and treating..

As for gifts, I guess deep down, its not something that money can buy. Jewellery, bags, wallets, all these are just Materialistic objects that satisfies me temporarily..

Ah well, enough said.. Its been a long, almost pictureless entry.. So I'll stop here..

:)

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