♥ Tuesday, August 26, 2008

||Sleep drives the depression bug away||


These few days, its been quite Silent.

Turns out my music has expired on the host site. It does this every two weeks but hey, its not a bad thing cos I can always update new music that best fits me :)

Haven't been blogging much these few days. Been pretty emotional lately. Its the time of the month see.. Furthermore, I don't feel in the mood to edit my recent pictures yet so basically, they all are still stored in my camera.

Im feeling much better now.

Been surfing the web and I was given an insight into a couple of stuffs after chatting with Sharon and Christina..

I see things more clearly now. I see what's really going on right now. I finally see why the hell Im like this all the time, depressed and such.

I can't remember which website I read this quote from but it goes something like this:

"Don't let your emotions control you; You control your emotions."

Something like that. And I guess this plays a big role too as to why I can't keep myself from being upset/pessimistic sometimes:

::Self-fulfilling prophecy::

Watch your thoughts, they become your words;
Watch your words, they become your actions;
Watch your actions, for they become your deeds;
Watch your deeds, they become your character;
Watch your character, it becomes your destiny!



Words of wisdom sprayed over the contents I've been reading and I've gained a lot of valuable knowledge too..

As for next week, Monday, Im going to have my first Wisdom Tooth extraction!!! Die.. Its gonna hurt like crazy and the idea of the dentist Slicing my GUMS and maybe slicing my tooth so that it can be taken out.. :( Its damn scary.......

Cos my wisdom teeth is in a horizontal position. Not in a upright position so its kinda more difficult to get it out..:( Show you the Xray of my mouth..


Last time, I had to extract up to 4 good teeth because it was overcrowding and that was Chicken Feet! The doc jus injected anaesthetic in the gum and then yank it out. Of course one side at a time but.. that was Nothing! Totally Bearable! But now... :( Im just FREAKED OUT by the Slicing my gums thing and doing surgery.. (sewing my sliced gums back together)

:(


I've been mulling over what song should I use for my blog and I've decided to stick with Natasha Bedingfeld's Soulmate.

Soulmate Lyrics

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone



Alright, I should sleep earlier even more. Sleep drives the depression bug away.. A lot of things been happening lately and even though I've fallen down, I will find a way to bounce right back in the end.

Dreams have been plaguing me recently. Happy and Unhappy dreams. They're so surreal that sometimes I wonder if it Did happen to me or not in Real Life.

So late at night when the sky is calm and the darkness is silent,
There's not a sound I hear to break my train of thoughts
Reminiscing on the Bad memories that never fails to hurt me
And Remembering on the Good memories that brought smiles to my face
But Im always ending my night in Sadness and Despair so maybe its
Time for me to settle some unfinished business and rid the Sad Bug
Once and for all.

I deserve to be happier and feel better about myself.

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