I dreamt of YOU again. Sigh. Just my luck to vision YOU in my dreams again. Trying so hard to forget you and when I succeed, these dreams start flowing in AGAIN.
i bleed; therefore i am {14:26}
♥ Sunday, December 25, 2011
||Merry Christmas!||
Show you all one of my most expensive christmas gift I received this year! Gorgeous Black Belvedere vodka!!!!
In another life I would be your girl We keep full of promises, be us against the world In another life I would make you stay So I don't have to say you were the one that got away The one that got away
Whenever I listen to this song, Im reminded of Her and of what could have been..
Summer after high school when we first met We make out in your Mustang to Radio head And on my 18th birthday we got matching tattoos Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof Talk about our future like we had a clue Never plan that one day I'd be losing you
In another life I would be your girl We keep full of promises, be us against the world In another life I would make you stay So I don't have to say you were the one that got away The one that got away
I was June and you were my Johnny Cash Never one, without the other, we made a pact Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, whoa Someone said you had your tattoo removed Saw you downtown singing the blues It's time to face the music, I'm no longer your muse
But in another life I would be your girl We keep full of promises, be us against the world In another life, I would make you stay So I don't have to say you were the one that got away The one that got away
The one, the one, the one The one that got away
All this money can't buy me a time machine, no Can't replace you with a million rings, no I should've told you what you meant to me, whoa 'Cause now I pay the price
In another life I would be your girl We keep full of promises, be us against the world In another life, I would make you stay So I don't have to say you were the one that got away The one that got away
The one, the one, the one, the one
In another life I would make you stay So I don't have to say you were the one that got away The one that got away
i bleed; therefore i am {10:58}
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||Been watching this tv series lately - Material Queen||
Stumbled onto this show when I was channel surfing and BHAM! The name Material Queen caught my eye and it was apparently the first episode too! It is being aired on Channel U every sunday :)
And p.s. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the theme song of this show!
Youtubed it further and I think this is the original full music video sung by vanness wu:)
i bleed; therefore i am {10:37}
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||Kelly Clarkson - Mr. Know It All||
Mr. Know It All Well ya think you know it all But ya don't know a thing at all Ain't it, ain't it something y'all When somebody tells you something 'bout you Think that they know you more than you do So you take it down another pill to swallow
Mr. Bring Me Down Well ya, ya like to bring me down, don't you? But I ain't laying down, baby, I ain't goin' down Can't nobody tell me how it's gonna be Nobody's gonna make a fool out of me Baby, you should know that I lead not follow
Chorus: Oh you think that you know me, know me That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely 'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me You don't know a thing about me You ain't got the right to tell me When and where to go, no right to tell me Acting like you own me lately Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me You don't know a thing about me
Mr. Play Your Games Only got yourself to blame when you want me back again But I ain't falling back again 'Cause I'm living my truth without your lies Let's be clear baby this is goodbye I ain't coming back tomorrow Chorus: Oh you think that you know me, know me That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely 'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me You don't know a thing about me You ain't got the right to tell me When and where to go, no right to tell me Acting like you own me lately Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me You don't know a thing about me
Bridge: So what you've got the world at your feet And you know everything about everything But you don't You still think I'm coming back but baby you'll see yeah...
Chorus: Oh you think that you know me, know me That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely 'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me You don't know a thing about me You ain't got the right to tell me When and where to go, no right to tell me Acting like you own me lately Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me You don't know a thing about me
Mr. Know It All Well ya think you know it all But ya don't know a thing at all Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me You don't know a thing about me
i bleed; therefore i am {10:05}
♥ Sunday, December 18, 2011
||I love you till the sky falls down..||
Armin Van Buuren - Sky Falls Down
you know when you feel it you know when it hits you no mistaking when you fall
you dont anticipate it and you cant calculate it it just comes crashing through your wall
i love you till the sky falls down i love you till i cant feel anything , not anything at all and even when youre not around i love you till the sky falls down
i love you till the sky falls down i love you till i cant feel anything , not anything at all and even when youre not around i love you till the sky falls down
you lose all sense of reason you have no sense of danger its like youre living in a dream its lets you float thru the clouds and it lets you smile at strangers its just the greatest thing of being ooooooh
i love you till the sky falls down i love you till i cant feel anything not anything at all and even when youre not around i love you till the sky falls down
im flying till i hit the ground lying there i dont feel anything , not anything at all and even when youre not around i love you till the sky falls down
i love you till the sky falls down i love you till i cant feel anything , not anything at all and even when youre not around i love you till the sky falls down
Fate brought u to me, yet again. Face it, we cant escape fate, even if it went on hiatus for 2 years; even if we both lived on opposite ends of the world, we would still encounter each other again. Now that must Mean something right?
The crazy thing about fate is that even if it was 1 yrs, 2 yrs, half a decade, or even 10yrs, if you are fated to be with somebody, u cant hide/run away from it.
After so long, it seems fate stopped by and gave me another chance. But fate is not a human being, its the middleman that brings 2 people together. And if one is willing and the other is unwilling, its just a no brainer.
Im tired of running round and round in circles. In fact, im willing to stick with her for life now. Im tired of chasing and running and hiding, did i not say that?
Its kinda stupid but after 2yrs, im still dreaming about u. I dont know why but i still do. and im tired of dreaming when its not happening in real life. And the retarded thing is it was I who initiated the end, back then, on that uneventful xmas eve night.
But then again, if it was Over, why did fate step in again, for real this time? Screwing with my mind....
I turned a new leaf, ready to be serious now, tired of games, tired of playing. For two years, there's been no other which is amazing cos this is the first time in my life that this is happening.
But even so, her doors have closed on me, already, i suppose.. Can call it karma or a lesson learned. Unless a miracle happens?
Unless fate is telling me the reason why she is the woman of my dreams and that maybe i should wake up and not give up on searching for the right one? I dont know, it will take quite a while for me to deliberate(think/consider/ponder) on.
Now is the final turning point in my life, i dont think i have much more youth and years left to waste on people who dont matter to me so i have to think carefully.
I know Who i want now; the woman of my dreams. My mind and heart are clearer than ever before.
Fate has a funny way of fucking and screwing people's lives up but as they say, if it aint fated, then even if u want it to happen, it never will. But its the complete opposite for me, after two yrs, fate shows up again+dreams during these two years. Now if that aint Fate, i dont know what is.
i bleed; therefore i am {18:36}
♥ Tuesday, December 06, 2011
||Happy Birthday to me!||
i bleed; therefore i am {00:00}
♥ Saturday, October 22, 2011
||Better drunk than sober...||
Id rather be Drunk forever and be numb to the world, than be Sober and feel the pain.
i bleed; therefore i am {18:12}
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||Sick & Tired; Sad & Suppressed||
Why dont you just go and fuck yourselves and Spare me the agony for another day. Let me live to see a happier tomorrow And let me end all bad days swiftly So that I can be free from all hurt & pain; Free from disappointment & anger, Free from sadness & hate.
Many people spend the money they don't yet earn
Buy the things they can never afford
Because back then they could only watch from afar
And ne'er got the chance to call it their own